I’ve been absent for a little while, yes?
I don’t want to talk about it.
Every time I open the WordPress app I see that nasty little box that taunts me with the simple words, “unsaved changes”.
To me, what I let my brain tell me it says is, “you big fat failure, why can’t you get your thoughts out and say something?!?” Which I must admit is super harsh and is exactly what I’ve been working on — the whole mega judgement of myself.
It’s almost still too raw for me to think or write about it even right now, but I promised myself that I would pause when that judgement and anxiety come up and breathe.
I don’t have to prove to anyone who I am or what I am except myself and, believe it or not, IM ONE MAGNIFICENT FUCKING FLOWER.
Nay Sir, I am a mother-flipping honey badger ready for high tea.
Yeah, that imagery works for me.