Hello Insomnia, My Old Friend

I can’t tell if the fact that I am still mostly conscious and functioning is because I can’t put the urge to complete ALL THE THINGS to rest or if it’s the 14 shots of espresso I have consumed today– although no caffeine was consumed after my strict 2p curfew. 

I am feeling a tad adrift again having finished another fabulous book, and my knitting is coming along swiftly and far better than I could have hoped for. In fact, I relish the fact that I gain skill and speed with each new knitting project. 

Yet my mind cannot find peace. It’s like I’m in a calm, stable mindset and part of my brain is trying to find something to panic about. 

It’s more than a little frustrating, to say the least. And of course being so critical of oneself is counter productive… 

Lord help me I’m raving like a madwoman. 

… And I just spent the better part of 10 minutes looking as 19th century insane asylum photos. 

Oh joy. 


Coffee, You Gift From Heaven

Well, I had a GORGEOUS coffee gif I was trying to insert and there were all sorts of complications.

Why is it so hard to post gifs in mobile WordPress, my doods? Get on that coding geniuses, some of us can’t handle tumblr’s chaotic nature.
I love gifs. There will be many once I’ve resolved this snafu.

Point is, coffee makes me feel alive. It is a beautiful bean of loveliness. *sighs dreamily*

My day… Has not gone smoothly. It’s always super uplifting when I kick off the day with conflict. I’m trying to set something up regarding this site and I spent the better part of an hour on customer support, texting my mom, and us both getting pretty peeved (at one another). Sometimes, I think, there is such a thing as too much connectivity.

Anyway, point is it has not been resolved and I hate … Oh, I do mean HATE   unresolved things. Makes me go a bit bananas. (Please see post one for more anxiety reference)

About to head into work with an already twitchy brain is so inviting, but at least coffee loves me.

[insert gif of person petting a cup of coffee]  oh look! A similar gif!
coffee love

Really, this post isn’t quite done yet.