Heavily Medicated

Today was the second day that — per my doctor’s instruction — I have taken Xanax on the regular throughout the day. He advised 3xs throughout the day, but it’s more like 5 or more. 

On one hand I’m a lot more equipped to handle difficult situations and I’m happy to report that the intensity of my attacks have decreased somewhat. Basically, I don’t feel like the world is going to cave in around me all the fucking time anymore. 

Do I feel like a total drug junkie? Yeah, kinda, but I know right now with what I going through sometimes I’m going to need that extra help that all my meds provide. 

Progress ahoy! 


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